害怕

最近我又被星座引诱了
超爱看星座说明的
也很相信
我知道，我不可以100%的信任
但是我控制不到自己


今天很开心看到自己被accept了
跟之前一样
第一时间就是看生日日期
然后就去看星座说明
看完后，有点害怕


其实我很想主动的
但是星座说他是个比我更坦率的人
爱恨分明，不喜欢拖拖拉拉的感觉


我有在想，这都是星座的一面说辞
根本都没有证据证明
所以我不应该相信的


但是如果他真的是那样
那么我就会被伤害了
我不想那么快就没有希望了
也许我对他的期望真的很高
所以很怕跌得很伤


我真的不懂该怎么办才好
也许过了考试再想吧~
可是我现在可以做些什么让他主动找我啊？？
现在满脑子都在想办法


我有点害怕
因为我很不容易的才找到
真的会希望这一段可以成功
之前被伤害也用了很长的时间来恢复
所以我不想再浪费那么多的时间来恢复
我应该放弃吗？？

♥我的爱情♥

最近发现目标咯
每晚都在想我应该怎样做
虽然现在是考试时期啦
我都是在多余的时间发梦而已
所以都是在晚上咯


他，算是符合我条件的选择
但是却不知道自己是否符合他的条件
其实之前在学院有见过面
但，都是那几秒
而且也没有正面对望过


每个晚上都在想
他，到底有没有女朋友或目标
如果有的话，我可就要另找他人了
希望没有吧~


2011刚开始
就让我有个好的爱情吧~
要不然我们会在2011的第一天遇见
也在几天后发现他
我相信这是某种缘分
所以我真得很希望这段感情可以开花结果


这是我2011的第一个愿望
我真的希望它会实现
就求求月下老人把我和他凑在一起吧~
我不想又给人说我没有人要
这句话真得很伤我


♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

生气生气

唉~多么不好2011的第一篇就生气了

可是我只是想发泄下而已

在fb不可以讲太仔细

因为太公开了

不知道为什么

总是不爽她

每次看到她都不想跟她正面碰面

她给我一种感觉

她会伤害我的朋友

但是要是我的朋友酱重视她

我讲什么都没有用的啦

没人会相信我对爱情的第六感会那么准

只有我自己而已

没有证据的事情是没有人相信的

不过算啦

干我屁事啊

那又不是我的爱情啊

我就当没有交过这个朋友啊

烦个屁啊？？

朋友少他一个不多他一个啦

我已经习惯啦

朋友都常常对我冷落

这只能怪自己放太多感情，太天真了

我不爽就是不爽

怎样？？？

狗屁！！！

The 2nd letter for Ms.LILI

To : My Lovely Ms.LILI


yeah~we meet again =)
due to today performance, i think you have try to do what you should do
give you a clap
this is what i see from your performance today
but from others i dun know what they will think about you
maybe they will think your performance today is bad, i dun know
although i have try to think what they will think about you after you do some actions or saying somethings
but i still cant do it, so sorry

why i will think about you like that today??
because you have make a mistake inside
for my opinion, there is a good mistake you do
because you can learn from the mistake
the mistake you have make today is really wrong
because you are bring out the wrong message to others
although you can explain it
even you explain it, but i dun think people will accept you 
cause for them it maybe will be an excuse

from the mistake, you can learn to think more further and why you get scolded
besides that, I get a message from the mistake
if you keep doing the mistake without any comment or get scold, i think you cant grow from the mistake and get punishment from the boss straight away when you are working in the social life
you should feel thankful to the person because he let you know your mistake
"Thank you very much, and i'm really appreciate what you have tell me"
n thanks god you can learn from the mistake right now
because the more mistakes you make the more you can learn right now
luckily you are not in working life yet, if not you will get fire soon
so you should take this advantage to make more mistakes n learn from it


one more thing that i realised that it could not be hard approach with hard approach
it should be hard approach with soft approach
so that we can balance it

Ms.LILI, i think your performance today is not bad already
because your mind is clear when you are answering their questions
although it has some mistakes
but you are already learn from it
thinking is become more mature and more further
know how to claim down yourself
think from different directions

Please promise me, report me everyday
let us discuss about the problems n solve it together
because this is the better way to let both of us to change

To someone special :

"Thank you for your advise and sorry for somethings that i have do that make you unsatisfying

you can always give comment about me to let me change

i know this is my weakness that i should change

just let me have this advantage to change

Can I??"

From : Original LiYing

change change change

To: our lovely Ms.LILI

LOL~a bit lame with this sentences as the opening

haha XD

there is no choice to be lame 

because I wish to pass this message to her(me) n remember it

okay, let start my speech to Ms.LILI =)

Ms.LILI please pay 110% attention ya

as what u know n pass through in the college life

u should know what is ur weakness n strength already

for my opinion, i think u are knowing

just we have to give you some time to digest n accept

dun always be stress n emo

coz this will be the environment that u will face after graduated

so, u should appreciate what u have go through n what experiences that u gained

take it easy, take this as the only one n the last chance for u to learn more

learn what u want to learn from it

always think what is the purpose u join from the beginning

thinking must be always positively n foresee what will happen for the next moment

this is what i had learn from the IOM subject

this is how a manager to manage the business

one of the basic skills is conceptual skills

please take notes ya, Ms.LILI

haha XD

erm~I think u dun have any strength

as I read through others mind

for people, u have a most worst weakness to remember

that is ur temper

u also know how's urself had make people get angry with u

n scare of u de lo...

so for my advise, u really have to change it la

I know why u will black face but people dun know de

so dun do any emo face that cant send out message to others

if u wan to send message just use mobile or blog la

u tell me, i will help u de...dun be shy shy 

hahaha XD  

okay, come back

u really have to change ur temper

smile n laugh always

so that u can gain more happiness

work in serious is right

but dun too serious on it

anythings, any problems just voice out with soft vocal

dun shout people n be polite

LOL~I think I'm getting sot already

like to talk with myself

act as outsider

OMG!!! am I sot already??

From : Siob President (Lee Li Ying) XD

lost my own way

there is some problem pop out suddenly

it make me lost the way

coz i dun know how to settle it

i really wan to find somebody to voice out my problem

but i cant find the people

n i dun know it will give troublesome or problem to others o not

i really lost my way

i dun know who can help me

n dun know what i can help

i really need someone to support now

i'm scaring what will happen the next moment

everyone cant expect what will happen the next moment

just like this problem

pop out suddenly

i do not need people to help me solve this problem

i just need people caring and heard what i'm trying to say

give me some suggestion that really help on it

i need people to care about me

i need people to support me

i need people to heard my problem

i need the people urgently n recently

thinking for resign

am i do some wrong decision in my college life??

during the fundraising...i just realise that so many ppl dislike me...

ya, i know many ppl will dislike me bcoz of my temper n my face

well, i admit that sometime i will scold ppl without any reason

that is my fault, i know...i am trying to control it well...

but y i will suddenly boom out is just bcoz u all...

i dun know how to say...

feel that u all do not put fully effort on it...n being selfish

bcoz of fundraising again...i really scare to count money

i'm scaring...i wish that this is the 1st time i'm b treasurer n also the last time

NO NEXT TIME AGAIN

n bcoz this issue again, my mum has scold me many times

n she is calling me to resign

she said : "u r so unhappy on it n so many ppl unsatisfied u, y u still wan to stay??"

at first i dun thk so i wan to resign coz SBS NIGHT, i have to handle it up...so that i cant give up so fast n easily

but, what i saw recently, i feel that i really have to resign...coz something n someone make me disappointed n there is no other reason to let me stay...

i know that, if i resign now...many of them will say i'm no responsible at all...

is fine to me, if they wan to say like that...

other than that, i thk i cant handle all the jobs well n do it perfectly

everything i wish have to be perfect

but in this real city i cant make it

sure have some part of it is imperfect

i strongly agree what seniors have told v all juniors on Thursday

actually i also saw what they saw

heard what they heard

think what they think

feel what they feel

but i can not voice out coz i'm not senior

and i'm just a follower, a junior without any position

on that day, there is a part is imperfect

coz some of the juniors are not around

and some back early

which mean the msg cant bring through to every juniors

resign, it's that good for me??

it's that bring out many benefit to me??

ya, it is...

it will give me more time to study n rest

no arguments with parents

more time to hang out with friend

get closer relationship between me and others

be more myself

this is the most useful benefit to me and my friends

all my friends wish to have a real LiYing back

they dislike to see a tired, fully pressure n with a pair of panda eyes 

of LiYing

they wish to see the real LiYing with fully laughing face and happiness

will i do this decision??

anyone can tell me??

will i regret after do this??

will i lost out many things??

will i??

will i??

what is the purpose i join??

am i already succeed??