Linda-爱喔爱

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

The 2nd letter for Ms.LILI

To : My Lovely Ms.LILI


yeah~we meet again =)
due to today performance, i think you have try to do what you should do
give you a clap
this is what i see from your performance today
but from others i dun know what they will think about you
maybe they will think your performance today is bad, i dun know
although i have try to think what they will think about you after you do some actions or saying somethings
but i still cant do it, so sorry

why i will think about you like that today??
because you have make a mistake inside
for my opinion, there is a good mistake you do
because you can learn from the mistake
the mistake you have make today is really wrong
because you are bring out the wrong message to others
although you can explain it
even you explain it, but i dun think people will accept you 
cause for them it maybe will be an excuse

from the mistake, you can learn to think more further and why you get scolded
besides that, I get a message from the mistake
if you keep doing the mistake without any comment or get scold, i think you cant grow from the mistake and get punishment from the boss straight away when you are working in the social life
you should feel thankful to the person because he let you know your mistake
"Thank you very much, and i'm really appreciate what you have tell me"
n thanks god you can learn from the mistake right now
because the more mistakes you make the more you can learn right now
luckily you are not in working life yet, if not you will get fire soon
so you should take this advantage to make more mistakes n learn from it


one more thing that i realised that it could not be hard approach with hard approach
it should be hard approach with soft approach
so that we can balance it

Ms.LILI, i think your performance today is not bad already

because your mind is clear when you are answering their questions
although it has some mistakes
but you are already learn from it
thinking is become more mature and more further
know how to claim down yourself
think from different directions

Please promise me, report me everyday
let us discuss about the problems n solve it together
because this is the better way to let both of us to change

To someone special :
"Thank you for your advise and sorry for somethings that i have do that make you unsatisfying
you can always give comment about me to let me change
i know this is my weakness that i should change
just let me have this advantage to change
Can I??"


From : Original LiYing

Saturday, December 18, 2010

change change change

To: our lovely Ms.LILI


LOL~a bit lame with this sentences as the opening
haha XD
there is no choice to be lame 
because I wish to pass this message to her(me) n remember it

okay, let start my speech to Ms.LILI =)
Ms.LILI please pay 110% attention ya

as what u know n pass through in the college life
u should know what is ur weakness n strength already
for my opinion, i think u are knowing
just we have to give you some time to digest n accept
dun always be stress n emo
coz this will be the environment that u will face after graduated

so, u should appreciate what u have go through n what experiences that u gained
take it easy, take this as the only one n the last chance for u to learn more
learn what u want to learn from it
always think what is the purpose u join from the beginning
thinking must be always positively n foresee what will happen for the next moment
this is what i had learn from the IOM subject
this is how a manager to manage the business
one of the basic skills is conceptual skills
please take notes ya, Ms.LILI
haha XD

erm~I think u dun have any strength
as I read through others mind
for people, u have a most worst weakness to remember
that is ur temper
u also know how's urself had make people get angry with u
n scare of u de lo...
so for my advise, u really have to change it la
I know why u will black face but people dun know de
so dun do any emo face that cant send out message to others
if u wan to send message just use mobile or blog la
u tell me, i will help u de...dun be shy shy 
hahaha XD  

okay, come back
u really have to change ur temper
smile n laugh always
so that u can gain more happiness
work in serious is right
but dun too serious on it
anythings, any problems just voice out with soft vocal
dun shout people n be polite

LOL~I think I'm getting sot already
like to talk with myself
act as outsider
OMG!!! am I sot already??

From : Siob President (Lee Li Ying) XD

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

lost my own way

there is some problem pop out suddenly
it make me lost the way
coz i dun know how to settle it
i really wan to find somebody to voice out my problem
but i cant find the people
n i dun know it will give troublesome or problem to others o not

i really lost my way
i dun know who can help me
n dun know what i can help
i really need someone to support now
i'm scaring what will happen the next moment
everyone cant expect what will happen the next moment
just like this problem
pop out suddenly

i do not need people to help me solve this problem
i just need people caring and heard what i'm trying to say
give me some suggestion that really help on it
i need people to care about me
i need people to support me
i need people to heard my problem
i need the people urgently n recently

Friday, November 5, 2010

thinking for resign

am i do some wrong decision in my college life??
during the fundraising...i just realise that so many ppl dislike me...
ya, i know many ppl will dislike me bcoz of my temper n my face
well, i admit that sometime i will scold ppl without any reason
that is my fault, i know...i am trying to control it well...
but y i will suddenly boom out is just bcoz u all...
i dun know how to say...
feel that u all do not put fully effort on it...n being selfish

bcoz of fundraising again...i really scare to count money
i'm scaring...i wish that this is the 1st time i'm b treasurer n also the last time
NO NEXT TIME AGAIN
n bcoz this issue again, my mum has scold me many times
n she is calling me to resign
she said : "u r so unhappy on it n so many ppl unsatisfied u, y u still wan to stay??"

at first i dun thk so i wan to resign coz SBS NIGHT, i have to handle it up...so that i cant give up so fast n easily
but, what i saw recently, i feel that i really have to resign...coz something n someone make me disappointed n there is no other reason to let me stay...
i know that, if i resign now...many of them will say i'm no responsible at all...
is fine to me, if they wan to say like that...

other than that, i thk i cant handle all the jobs well n do it perfectly
everything i wish have to be perfect
but in this real city i cant make it
sure have some part of it is imperfect

i strongly agree what seniors have told v all juniors on Thursday
actually i also saw what they saw
heard what they heard
think what they think
feel what they feel
but i can not voice out coz i'm not senior
and i'm just a follower, a junior without any position
on that day, there is a part is imperfect
coz some of the juniors are not around
and some back early
which mean the msg cant bring through to every juniors

resign, it's that good for me??
it's that bring out many benefit to me??
ya, it is...
it will give me more time to study n rest
no arguments with parents
more time to hang out with friend
get closer relationship between me and others
be more myself
this is the most useful benefit to me and my friends

all my friends wish to have a real LiYing back
they dislike to see a tired, fully pressure n with a pair of panda eyes 
of LiYing
they wish to see the real LiYing with fully laughing face and happiness

will i do this decision??
anyone can tell me??
will i regret after do this??
will i lost out many things??
will i??
will i??
what is the purpose i join??
am i already succeed??

Monday, October 18, 2010

我讨厌我自己

我开始厌倦这种生活
也开始讨厌了
尤其是自己的一举一动

我已经搞不清自己在做着什么
头脑这几天都是空空的
“我在干嘛啊??”
很多事情都已经做了
但是过程很模糊
几乎记不起

李大小姐,你可不可以不要再那么天真了
好吗??
就是因为你太天真和太依赖的性格
把你自己搞成这样
你到底懂不懂这样很烦的??

还讲什么??自己很了解自己
我看不是咯!!你到现在都对你自己一知半解

还有什么啊??懒惰
对,李小姐你超懒得
对每件事情都有兴趣
但是就是爱学到一半就放弃
这样哪里可以成功啊??

难怪你现在学的东西都是一半
而且每次学东西
只要懂得东西的基本就好了
这样怎样可以完完全全学好一样东西啊??

李大小姐,你知不知道你很没有用啊??
做东西就只会做一半
你知不知道你很讨人厌啊??
我看见你的时候真得很想把你解决掉
你真得很没用啊!!!

世界上真的没有一个人是完美的
但是至少也让我有个用处吧!!

我做我自己真的做到很累了
很想休息
我真得很想休息
李大小姐真得不好当
很想撞墙撞到昏迷
不省人事,那就再也不用烦了
因为李大小姐真的做人做到很失败

Monday, September 13, 2010

sem break =)

三个礼拜的假期
说长不长,说短不短
现在,三分之一的假期已经过了
就让我说一说我过得丰富的假期呗
呵呵 =)

其实也不是很丰富的
只是我出个不停而已

星期二
我dear(joeyee)休息没有做工
所以我就和她,还有huiyan去shopping咯
大家都有买到东西
而买得最多的就是我啦
又衣服,又鞋子,又裙子
那天花最多钱的就是我
唉~没有办法
因为我太久没有逛街了
手痒痒的

星期四
我dear又休息
我们又三人行啦
哈哈~这次我们去1U看戏












《线人》, 这部戏超赞的
虽然结局是个悲剧
但是还是很好看,很感人
这证明演员们的演技越来越进步了
我果然没有信错自己的眼光
张家辉,加油!!

原本以为去1U不会买东西的
怎知道要回的时候
竟然看中一家店的衣服
oh no, 又要花钱咯
选丫选,选了两件回家 =.=

星期五
马来新年,爸爸没有做工
就带了我,妈咪还有弟去Port Dickson
哇~我们好久没有family trip了 
我们大家都有好好利用这次的机会
爸和弟的关系越变越好了
我和妈也一样
是一个不错的家庭旅行 =)

星期六
答应朋友教他设计部落格的
而且他明天就要回家乡咯
有好一段时间不会回来
所以在没有办法之下
我去了他家

弄完后,就跟他们去TS啦
对于他们来说,
我这个住了KL18年的应该很清楚KL
但是我什么都不知道 
因为我真的真的很少出街啦

回的时候超恐怖的
那个巴士站暗暗的
而且在那里等巴士的人
全都是男的
在那里等巴士真的很怕

等了20分钟
我的巴士才来 
上了巴士也是一样
一半以上的乘客都是男的
而且还要是外劳

我走路回的时候都有点担心
天色暗暗的,再加上那条街,人又少
不过最后还是安全的到家了

Saturday, September 4, 2010

剪发记 ♥

哇哈哈~考试终于结束咯
超开心的 ^^
但是开心的代价就是
黑眼圈

熊猫眼 =.=
为了三科熬夜三个晚上

不过算了,假期补回来吧
反正又没有做工
可以休息个饱呢
哈哈~

已经长了的刘海给了我不少的困扰
所以今天我确定要把它剪掉
哈哈~

都是觉得有刘海比较可爱
长的刘海也不错
但比较成熟啦

我又找回之前帮我剪的师傅
因为他比较了解我要的是怎样发型
呵呵~
才几个月不见
他变了很会顶话咯
我讲什么,他就顶什么
还说我难服侍呢
哪有啊?? (哈哈~是有点点啦!!毕竟是我的头发啊)

他真得很爱把我的头发弄卷
因为他知道我不爱直头发
每次帮我剪头发,我都很满意
也很喜欢~

新发型~